Insightful Poem

Here it is 12:05 A.M.
Fear of what is
Clear a mind that is oh so smart
Stear the blind to a place to never part
Brainwash all that had meaning
For a flawless life, its not seaming Ignore the clawless eagle, for it does nothing too teaming
Love, live, and laugh while were streaming
And the olive shall lay at the end of the path, beaming
Reflection
Relaxation
Tension from the ocean to the moon Pulling the tides
Fueling ideas for a man's stride Flowering the deadlines
Making life better
One idea setter at a time

Love

How would I describe love? Torturing. You have heaven next to you just waiting to be noticed and loved. She had a stare in her eyes that can make anyone feel amazing. She gives me this euphoric feeling every time I her hands land on my chest during a kiss. Her lips are just as torturous as love itself. You may ask yourself why we love and gate these feelings. The bad before the good. I hate the feelings of love because they are the only feelings I find indescribable. They are the only feelings I don't understand. I love them because love is like one big puzzle to solve with something like a dream except a woman. Trying to open up love's secrets with eachother is fun and amazing, and you always need the right person to figure out love. It's a good feeling once you solve it all. Trying to map out the meaning of love with someone on my mind that love can not even describe my feelings for, is hard. I love it. Every time I think of us I think of you pressed up against me with your hands on my chest and you in my arms. The times that we stood still while the time stopped so we could stay with eachother longer. The times where it was so hard to say goodbye to one another. Where we didn't have a care in the world only to let our love drift and collide. Love makes me cry. I'm afraid of love. Love for me is a complete hell. Oh god when I see her beautiful hair I can only smile. When I see her smile back at me it lifts me up in ways the are just so amazing. Her voice is that of an angel's, so clean, so pure, so stunning. Your soft skin is amazing to touch and feel. Your personality is something of a perfect dream, a dream that only a wish could give you. Your so nice and down to earth. Your always so unpredictable and I love it. I love you so much. You usually in a pretty good mood and that's another feature that I absolutely adore. When you laugh and smile and act so spontaneous, it brings me back to life. The feeling of having you around can put someone in the greatest mood. When you try to ease someones pain you always do so out of pure love, your so gentle, soothing, and caring. You care with the most gentle of hands and when you pick me up, you bring me to paradise.

Friends

Everybody has their own ways of choosing and getting to know their friends. Maybe its because there honest or caring. Maybe its because they don't lie and there a good person to have in a bad situation. Every single second we spend with a friend that's good in a lot of aspects, those are the seconds we learn from the most. A good friend in my opinion is someone who helps you in life. A person with respect and dignity. A friend is supposed to help you realize what you need to do in the world. What your inner mission is. A friend is supposed to guide you into a better world. A savior if you will.

I spy, Beautiful Eyes

I spy
the glow of someone's beautiful eyes
while in my demise
the dream flies through the frightnening ties
as i begin to climb
... i slowly come to an end
but how i reach the peak
will always depend
on how i see the top
but i must re-invent the vision
on the way through creation
i now view from over what I seek
and the beautiful eyes will always
look just as good from the top of the peak
as the they do from the bases of the mountain.

Control

There is always the question. What is the meaning of life? The answer is, there is no meaning in general. What life means to you is the answer to what you want it to mean. Why I say this is the answer is because everyone knows that they are different from everyone else. Nobody can be the same. Think of it like a baseball game. You could be front row watching the game. Another person could be in the exact opposite seat as you. You both see the game just at different views. My point is that what life may mean to you could mean something completely different to me.  Another question I ask myself is how do I spend my life? The most appropriate answer I tell myself is that you have to be completely different. Don't let anyone control what you do. Most of us fear death. Why? Death is nothing to be afraid of. We all die in the end. So lets not take anything for granted. No matter what or who gave us this beautiful planet or where we go when we die we still have life. Love every minute of this life. Make it a good life.

My philosophy

The philosophy that I so happily go by is one created by yours truely. It is a way of life that gives you a more clear perspective. It is a way of grabbing your definition of happiness and holding it with extreme determination. The philosophy of Ryan Tennant. The Tennant Philosophy. I am grateful with the things I have. I just love the thought of "If I want or need something, I could get it." There is a certain state of mind that one needs to have to successfully attain "The Tennant Philosophy!" Serious determination is needed. Goals need to be set. Your life needs to be planned out.